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[02 Jul 2009|12:21am]
i always have soooooooo much stuff that i want to write in here. and i just never bother to get on here and write.


and now i have a bunch of stuff to write. stuff to get off my chest. and i'm just way too exhausted to write it all out.

about to go to bed and probably cry my eyes out til i fall asleep.

maybe i'll write tomorrow
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[30 Jun 2007|01:37pm]
Amy Winehouse
"Love Is A Losing Game"

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

Why do I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
...know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I'm rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game
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[27 Feb 2007|09:53pm]
login on myspace is temporarily disabled! NOOOOOOOOOOO!

Hhahhaaa


need myspace
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jessica having no job and needing a new tire for her car = jessica being bored at home [27 Feb 2007|03:30pm]
sorry about not using a cut but i haven't used one in so long that i actually forgot how to do it :\


Alright kiddos, open up your iTunes! Hit shuffle, then play and see what you get. Each song is the answer to the next question, statement, or fill in the blank in the survey.

Don't cheat. Put whatever song it is playing.


Current Mood: Until The End of Time - Justin Timberlake

Current Thought: Is Anyone Out There - Lord Infamous

I look like: Daddy Luv - Lil Boosie

I see: You've Changed - Keyshia Cole

I want to: Like You - Evanescence

I taste: Chop Me Up - Justin Timberlake ft Timbaland and Three 6 Mafia

I hear the: Secrets Don't Make Friends - From First to Last

Your crush is like: Nebula - Incubus

Your Parents are like: Selfless, Cold, and Composed - Ben Folds Five

You love: Silencer - The Fray

You love saying: Stay - Jodeci

Your future (or current) spouse will be: Child of God - Young Jeezy

Your future (or current) kids will be: Everybody Know Me - Gucci Mane

You would name your band: Beat Them Hoes Down - Lord Infamous

You want a career in this: Make It Like It Was - Pretty Ricky

You're always saying: Helena - My Chemical Romance

People say your most interesting trait is: Rock Yo Hips - Crime Mob

Your crush wants to whisper this in your ear: Don't Trip - Trina, Lil Wayne

You live for: So Anxious - Ginuwine

In the bedroom you're most likely to say: Know What I'm Doin - Lil Wayne and Birdman ft Rick Ross and T-pain

You think of sex as: Can Ride - Tweet

Your dark secret: Nails for Breakfast and Tacks for Snacks - Panic At The Disco

You think war is: Haunted - Evanescence

You want to live where: If I Ruled the World - Nas ft Lauryn Hill

Your Dream Vacation includes: #1 Stunna - Big Tymers

Your wedding will be like: Rock the Boat - Aaliyah

Mom always said to beware of: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday

Your favorite books include themes like: Wonder Woman - Trey Songz

If you could only take one thing on a deserted island it would be: Poor Unfortunate Souls - from the Little Mermaid ahahahahha

Your friends are best described as: When You Gonna Drop - Lil Boosie

When you're in love you are: Promise - Ciara

You often dream about: 5 Steps - Dru Hill

This will be the first thing you'll think when you die: Smile - Tupac and Scarface
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[23 Feb 2007|05:58pm]
booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored
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[04 Feb 2007|10:06pm]
HOORAY COLTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Let's try this again [01 Feb 2005|12:55pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Lyrics thing again. I tried to make it easier this time.

Easier?Collapse )

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The song game...again :D [30 Jan 2005|12:00pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

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lmao [21 Dec 2004|02:32pm]
santa's ho



You are Santa's Ho!


I know what you'll lay out for Santa

And it's not milk and cookies.



The Xmas Quiz: Are You a Ho Ho Ho?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva





You Are "All I Want For Christmas Is My Two Front Teeth"





Gee, if I could only
Have my two front teeth,
Then I could wish you
"Merry Christmas."

At Christmas, you are a happy soul who's easy to please.
You're biggest concern is making those around you smile.


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[08 Dec 2004|02:54pm]




Your Sexual Flavor Is Vanilla


Sweet, simple, uncomplicated

You go with the flow, and go well with any lover.
You're not a prudish lover but an adaptable one.
A blank canvas, you're willing to be painted with any kink.
As long as it's washed down with some sweet whipped cream.

Secret talent: Pole dancing



What's Your Sexual Flavor?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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STOOOOOOOOOOOOOLEN [01 Dec 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | bored ]

stolen from Jess <3

Leave an anonymous comment with:

--One secret.
--One compliment.
--One love note.
--Lyrics to a song.
--How old you are.
--How long we've been friends.
--And a hint to who you are.

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Find out what you can do about getting stoned [22 Nov 2004|11:26am]
[ mood | hungry ]

That was from a news commercial on the radio. I guess people are throwing stones at cars. Idk. I know that they weren't talking about pot.



Cocaine
Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

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TO KAYLEIGH [21 Nov 2004|08:57pm]
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
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Nothing hurts like your mouth [21 Nov 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

It's weird. I was in a really good mood this weekend. I don't know why though. *shrug*


I've done this thing before but I'm doing it again. :)

(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...

(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(?) been in love
(_) been dumped
(?) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) kicked someone's ass
(x) snuck out of my parent's house (plenty of times :D hehe)
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) had sex
(x) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet (not in a sexual context...)
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(?) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(?) tried killing yourself
(?) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) met Bill Gates

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i look clean in my white tee [21 Nov 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Last night was good :)


STOLEN FROM MEL <3

1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing karaoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctor's with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think i'm pretty, beautiful, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think i'm funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
26. Would you hold my hair back at a party as i'm throwing up due to intoxication?

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Do this!!! :D [19 Nov 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]

What kind of pirate am I? You decide!
You can also view a breakdown of results or put one of these on your own page!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

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This is for the bourbons and the cadillacs [19 Nov 2004|03:32pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

You are 67% Gemini





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stolen [17 Nov 2004|12:37pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
35. Do you think anyone else will do this survey for me?

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Do the thing in the edit !!! [22 Oct 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | content ]

i just took osco's brand of benadryl and was reading the side effects..and b/c i'm so strange i found one of the things to be funny. "marked drowsiness may occur, excitability may occur...especially in children, alcohol,sedatives and tranquilizers may increase drowsiness, avoid alcoholic drinks, be careful when driving a mother vehicle or operating machinery" Hehe excitability


My car got fixed. I got it back this afternoon :D


Umm what else...I don't think my new boss likes me that much. That's ok though....cuz I don't like her either, in fact, no one really likes her. I want her to get fired..and soon. I can't stand her. She's changing everything. I'm not gonna go into it all b/c I don't feel like it. But UGH! She just bugs me.


Later tonight = GITTIN ER DUN????? hopefully *crosses fingers*

Oh yeah!! I took 2 pictures of Brian today. I'll have them up sometime next month :)

Last night was weird...a bunch of people were in the Linkin Park chat on AOL..And it was like all regs...including a few that haven't been there in over a month/in months. The first time it's been that way in awhile.




yeah..umm...leave some i guess




EDIT
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (or other losers like me) have to say.

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Miss You Love [06 Sep 2004|09:13pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I’m not too sure
How I’m supposed to feel
Or what I’m supposed to say

But I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
‘Cause I’m coming in
With what I wanna say but
It’s gonna hurt

And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but…


I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just passed
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’m no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back


It’s just a fad
Part of the teen, teenage angst brigade

I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just passed
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

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